I don't know why I am still here and am surprised I am still here. What should I do with my time? "Extra time", which is like waiting, but not waiting...I want to do something with time but i don't know what....

Time is so fundemental to my life. I'm always running aginst time. I suppose its like a race - which time wins...every time.

It has a lot to do with being given a life sentence. I would like to do something with my time, but I can't think right know, because time is running out. I feel that my relationship to time is central to my life right now.